Renia Spiegel’s (left) warfare diary is strikingly much like that of Anne Frank.

Because the Nazis strengthened their grip on Europe in 1939, Renia Spiegel, a 14-year-old Jewish woman in Poland, turned to a brand new companion. “As we speak, my expensive Diary, is the start of our deep friendship,” she wrote on Jan. 31 that 12 months. For greater than three years, Renia documented her life in additional than 650 handwritten and densely stuffed pages.

“You will not betray me,” she wrote.

However another person did.

On July 30, 1942, Renia, then 18, was summarily executed by the Nazis after they found her hideout within the metropolis of Przemysl in southeastern Poland.

Greater than half a century later, her translated diary – strikingly related in some methods to that of Anne Frank however lengthy saved locked in a vault – is lastly set to be printed in the US. The scheduled launch Tuesday comes at a important time, as nationalism and right-wing populism have drawn comparisons with the 1930s – together with in the US, the place Renia’s sister Elizabeth Bellak fled along with her mom after World Warfare II.

“I am nervous once more,” mentioned Bellak, 88, talking from a lodge in Warsaw this week, the place she was on account of attend the screening of an accompanying video documentary by Polish American filmmaker Tomasz Magierski. She expressed hope that her sister’s story would assist “remind younger and previous” of the horrors of that point.

Bellak nonetheless has not discovered the energy to learn the total diary her sister wrote as much as her closing days.

“It is too emotional, too painful for me,” she mentioned. Renia, because the older sister, “was like a surrogate mom to me” and a “great, great particular person.”

“Each time her coronary heart was damaged, she wrote a poem,” Bellak mentioned.

Renia’s diary signifies how a lot she cared for her sister, a baby film star within the late 1930s Poland, regardless of occasional discontent over what she noticed as her youthful sibling’s means “to steal the present.”

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The diary traces Renia’s path from a teen nervous in regards to the looming risk of Nazism to a sufferer of the Nazis’ occupation of Poland and their declared mission to exterminate the Jewish individuals.


Renia Spiegel’s sister (centre), who she dearly beloved, mentioned she by no means had the braveness to learn the total diary.

Weeks earlier than the invasion of Poland, Renia already appeared to sense rising hazard. “Mama’s very nervous about me. Oh! I am so sad,” she wrote in March 1939. Her mom spent lengthy stretches within the capital, Warsaw, in 1939 and following years, hoping to advertise her youthful daughter as a film actress.

Renia and her sister stayed behind in southeastern Poland, the place Renia continued to doc her rising anxiousness. However she additionally wrote about falling in love and making an attempt to go about regular life. Later that 12 months – nonetheless separated from her mom – Renia wrote of an intensified sense of urgency: “Przemysl was attacked. We needed to flee. The three of us escaped: me, [Elizabeth] and Grandpa. . . . Granny stayed behind.”

Weeks later: “Holy God, please give me a straightforward dying.” Inside the subsequent three years, in lots of of detailed entries, Renia documented their household’s switch right into a ghetto, together with 1000’s of different Jews who got solely 24 hours to maneuver. The Nazis have been readying themselves for the later levels of the Holocaust, and their grip on the nation was intensifying.

Because the Nazis have been getting ready to switch 1000’s of Jews to a dying camp, Renia’s boyfriend, Zygmunt Schwarzer, organized a determined try and rescue the sisters – the 2 have been separated from each other, and from their grandparents.

“I would give something to recollect our final phrases to one another. I would give something to know that I advised her how a lot I beloved her,” Bellak wrote within the ebook’s afterword in regards to the misplaced reminiscences of her farewell with Renia.

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Separating from her grandmother was painful, as properly. “My granny, whom I beloved a lot, turned away, elevating her palms to her face,” Bellak recalled.

Quickly after their goodbye, the Nazis uncovered Renia’s hideout, and he or she was summarily executed. The destiny of her grandparents is unknown, however Bellak believes they have been killed and buried in a mass grave.

She and her mom managed to flee to Austria with the assistance of a German officer who had fallen in love with the mom, a fluent German speaker. After the warfare ended, each emigrated to the US, the place they have been later joined by Renia’s boyfriend.

“I’ve one thing for you,” Bellak recalled Schwarzer saying on the time.

“It was Renia’s diary, all seven hundred pages of it. My mother and I broke down in tears,” Bellak wrote, recalling the encounter within the early 1950s. All through their time collectively, she had not identified that her sister was writing a diary.

After the dying of Renia and of Schwarzer’s personal mother and father – who had been hiding in the identical place – the boyfriend completed the diary with these phrases: “Destiny determined to take my dearest ones away from me. My life is over. All I can hear are photographs, photographs . . . photographs.”

However regardless of the haunting particulars – or maybe due to them – Renia’s diary lay just about untouched in a vault in New York Metropolis for greater than half a century.

“I am unable to clarify why I used to be allowed to reside, and that is why I’ve tried for thus lengthy to show my thoughts away from it,” Bellak recalled within the afterword of her sister’s diary.

In New York, Bellak went on to attend Columbia College and later married.

When her personal kids began asking about their household’s story, she progressively started opening up.

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“What was in that ebook in regards to the aunt?” Bellak recalled her daughter asking repeatedly. “That is the way it began.”

Each filmmaker Tomasz Magierski and Bellak’s daughter, Alexandra Bellak, performed an important function within the launch of the diary, initially in Polish and now in different languages.

“My mom was reluctant to speak about it as a result of it unearthed painful reminiscences,” the daughter advised The Washington Submit. “So, I believed, properly, there’s this elusive diary, sitting within the vault.” The extra pages have been translated, the extra apparent the diary’s literary high quality and historic relevance grew to become to her.

“Writing gave her freedom to precise herself,” whilst “evil and hate throughout” mounted, Alexandra Bellak mentioned of Renia.

“It is virtually fortuitous that the diary is being printed now . . . as a result of the identical indicators are displaying their ugly heads once more,” she mentioned. “It is extra related than ever.”

This week, Elizabeth Bellak returned to Resort Europejski in Warsaw – the place she and her mom had sought refuge earlier than they ultimately fled overseas.

“I survived the warfare, I survived life, and right here I’m once more after 75 years” – this time to name consideration to the story of her household and its up to date message, Bellak mentioned by telephone from the lodge this week.

Those that will examine Renia’s story, Bellak mentioned, “ought to attempt to assist the world to not turn into what it was then.”

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